Just Enough To Love You

Just Enough To Love You

Bayside
(album: Sirens And Condolences)

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that´s colored blue
Somewhere someone´s finding happiness
While I´m still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I´m not alright
Tear open my chest
I´ll try not to flinch
I won´t make promises
I won´t make promises
You taught me that.
I´m still losing what´s left of my self esteem
And I´m still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I´ll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you´ll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I´ve been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want´s to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You´ve got friends galore
And all you´ve ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more

Nothing is real (Nothing is real)
and I want you to know (and I want you to know)
That I´m not alright (That I´m not alright)
When you tear (tear open my chest) open my chest
(I´ll try not to flinch) I´ll try not to flinch
(I won´t make promises) I won´t make promises
(I won´t make promises) You taught me that

I hate myself
For loving you like this
And I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you