Return To Self Loathing

Return To Self Loathing

Mest
(album: Mest)

sick of the way i am feeling.
waking up watching myself slipping.
should i just take out my eyes?
no longer want them for this life.
acting strong only on the outside.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
i´ve tried to block my mind of this, and pretend is doesn´t exist.

losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said).

sleepless nights staring at the ceiling.
sanity running on empty.
try to block my mind of this, and pretend it doesn´t exist.

losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said).
taken for granted again.
stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said).

losing my mind again.
stranded my thoughts (no matter what i said).
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts no matter what was said.

losing my mind,
stranding my thoughts no matter what was said